• 得糖尿病22年来，不遵医嘱偷吃禁食；
• 92岁被评为全军健康老人之一；
• 每周必须抽出4个小时炖肘子；
• 对吃的尊尊热爱持续到92岁，保持身心快乐；
• 92岁，创作力仍然旺盛；
• 对丧子充满悲痛，书架上的“忆可儿”影集。

The air in the room was always fresh and chilly, he lay on bed, staring at the white ceiling, meditating.  It is very quiet outside, under the always gray sky, seldom passengers or cars pass through the window. Vegetation is lush in this country, numerous trees you cannot name; also standing there quietly, though birds chirred intermittently. When you look out through window, you can always see a landscape draw, every corner of details is full of history which is enough to let you wander for an afternoon;

He was 20 at the time, on his oversea study course in England.  One year ago, he came with a bunch of Chinese classmates; they spend the year together, and helped each other in a small city in the middle area of England, after one year there is still this bunch of Chinese guy. And next year, classmates spread out all over the country, to continue their studies.  The separation made them feel lonely.

It is a different plan in his head. The meaning of life always clinches his mind, and you got to find your own way.  Real man does not depend on his parents, he shall dig gold with his own hand. The passion of shouting out his strength, the sharpness of young, there are stories in everyone’s back, he plans to find them all. With every endeavor he could bear, he plans to take every challenge to explode himself, repeatedly. The world is a colorful world with diversity. Each person could give a smile to you, depending on your behavior to them, like mirror.

Though the devil of youth seized him, every aspect of life turned back to him. He could not understand why he is doing all those study since it is not his interest; the planned action is basically simple but comes out completely reverse; he could not even speak out as he thought. The study, the life, the relationship with family, the future, all made him frustrated.  The fire of angry accumulated a volcano. And the power is so strong, it blocked his heart, the parents, the study, the friends and his own dream are beclouded, through sometimes he experiences the forgiveness of parents sometimes appears in his mind, occasional assembly with his friends, but nothing could thaw the volcano.

He becomes to a tramp, even physically a dummy tramp. Everything was thrown behind: the degree, the parents, the friends and his own life, and he is used to it, he gave up to himself. For a long period of time, from the fight of glory or death, he died at the beginning.

With sums of above all is not the real reason. Why he consistently wearing a gloomy appearance?  There is this image could explain: in the nightfall of vast forest, the sunlight is gradually   swallowed with thick disordered tree branches, the branches looks so complex, he  could not find path through them, and most importantly he is deadly anxious about could not figure out which branch would finally led to you, even with all possibilities. What is the meaning of traveling thousands miles, if he could not meet you.

Narobi,Kenya 31/Aug/2008

骄傲的小公猫,
抿着似笑非笑的嘴角,
在阳光的屋檐下横躺着.

长尾巴不自觉地摆来摆去,
也再引不起他的兴趣,
只是呼呼地打嗝,
摇头摆脑.

昨天去的,
那个郊区的饭店有冰淇淋吃！
他在想,
那附近没几个猫知道的,
今天夜里再过去玩玩~

这附近的房子都被我踏遍了.
小母猫也没见几个.
都忙着养崽.
明天到北边,
不回来了.

哦，早饭来了.

小公猫侧身起来,
摆着臭脸,
晃悠的皮毛,
在阳光下闪烁.

看着那个人放下食盆,
扭转身躯匆匆跑向过道,
皮鞋踏地磅磅的撞击声,
小公猫忽然开口说：
做人真累！

2007年9月30日 Niamey/Niger